and yes, I'm making words up, but it fits!!!
Well, that was interesting....
I'm sitting for a woman with cerebral palsy and it just sounded like someone knocked on the door. I was looking at my email, thinking I don't remember what and then I'm interrupted. I had asked for help and signs as I'm in a transition phase from one that has needed to end for some time now to my next chapter. I guess I was going down one of those thought roads that leads to nowhere great. You know that place, right? That place that doesn't support us in that moment and what we're actually desiring from life or to create in our life. That place that takes you down and down into that spiral of ick. And the ick feels so f-ing wrong but we often get stuck there. Damn, not a fun place to be.
So, now that I've had that interrupis what do I do, or think, or how to transform my ick place to one of great joy, peace, and love? Somewhere years ago there was a thought process to be - just be. Well, I had many ways in which that became something I wanted to create in art from. I have this long list of be.... whatever, like strong, kind, peaceful, etc. Well, it's resurfaced again and when writing this morning I was encouraged to create blog posts - does anyone even read those anymore - about those adjectives with be. Is it something I can do? Yes, do I want to? I'm kind of neutral about that as in this moment I feel earning an income is more important. Although, in this moment I have no idea where or how that will come about.
So, I appears that the be... to start with is Entrusting. For me that means to trust - but damn I've heard that f-ing word for years and it's been difficult for me to do - that I'm certain I must do now. Trust in my connection to spirit. Trust in the messages I receive from spirit, the angels, and guides. Trust in my own abilities. Trust that I am safe and protected. Trust that when I get my thoughts inline with my feelings that are for my highest good I will see progress. Trust that the signs I receive are there for a reason like the Thougtis Interrutpis earlier. Or, the feathers, hearts or repetitive numbers I see all the time that tell me that I'm not alone and spirit, my angels, and guides are with me, always. Only using trust is too much of a "trust" for me. Entrusting is a bit more open and an action vs what feels like an esoteric bullshit word. Crazy, I know but it's ok. It's my evolving life and I'm the one who can decipher the events, etc however I choose.
What experiences have you had with Thoughtis Interruptis?
No images as I didn't seem to have any that fit right now. 😏
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